IN NEED OF APT TITLE

This week's been alternating between good and bad.
Promotional Exams is a huge blow.
Tomorrow's Biology Grand-Reveal will be decisive. Pass it and I'm JC2 next year, flunk it and I'm gonna be...
That's not a cheerful thought. I've failed the typical papers that the large population has also done badly in, so I'm the norm. That isn't cheerful either.
My status: Precarious.
But whatever it is, I am thankful for God's grace and His mercy.
And Mr. Oi's last minute guidance. It's interesting to note that whenever I enlist his mighty assistance, I do OK.
Retainment isn't far away from my person yet. So I remain cautious.
But we still worry about things that are out of our control. Can't help it.

At least I'm getting back in shape.
Getting back in the gym to resume the workout was hard. And now that I'm working towards the massive size and weight of 78 kgs, I have to go hard and heavy.
The first time back in there was difficult. The simple abdominal routines pained me before I even started lifting any thing heavier than a pencil box. I'm amazed I didn't give up.

Have been gyming totally for the whole of last week and will do so as long as circumstances permit. I'm never abandoning the workout again. Do not ever abandon your workout or shun the gym. It is a good way of building strength, speed, power and muscle. Yeah.
And gymwork does not stunt your growth, for pubescent kids. Ya.

I'm on track so far, from last week's 74.64 kgs to 75.15 kgs.
It's the weight that I was at Sec 4, but I feel more powerful, stronger and faster than then. The composition of my mass has changed. Less fat by a lot. Happier in the mirror now. But these pursuits aren't simply superficial.

This is for Xing Kai and my other BB juniors who're interested in training and looking good-
Men who are brawny are less likely to die from impacted injuries than their skinny counterparts (Men's Health, September 2007).
I need the strength and power in Karate. Asian and Singaporeans aren't heavyweights unless-is there an unless?


Learned:

• Weilin comes up with a lotta nonsense.
• There are times when getting our butts down to do a task is hard. That kinda feeling sucks. But looking back a bit later, the wrenching regret is a more sucky feeling. So plough through and do it!

(eg. MJCians are feeling this through the week. My BB Boys, when you don't have the guts to walk up to that cute girl you fancy and get to know her, and then miss that chance, ending up never knowing her. Or missing a ticket to Japan.) Keep moving forward!

• Er. Teachers are deceptive. Believe less than half of what they say. Except for Mr. Choo. The rest, regard it with the highest suspicion. My Chemistry paper is testament.
• Government or secret services are highly paranoid. They are probably sieving through our files and viewed documents right now. So stop visiting your porn sites kids. Maybe you can try typing sensitive words and see if they come knocking on your door. keywords like 'LKY', "Lee Hsien Loong", Osama, Terrorist. CIA. And the like. It'll be amusing. And it'll expose them for pervading our privacy, that many believe to be a right. An infringed right now. But who cares even if Big Brother's watching?
• ?

Credits:

• Thanks be to God. Naturally.
• Hui Min, Amanda and Rebecca's tolerance for me being a laidback PW member.
• Jeremy's help in the Gym on Monday. I would not have stuck through with my regime.
• Derek's companionship and in lending me money when I'm broke. I love him.
• Hakim's Star Wars Novels.
• Andrew and Jay's humour. Got them damn fun.
• A host of friends that I've not blatantly stated.

My musings aren't generally applicable. It's my navigation site and where I listen to the music pieces that I currently like, and to rebuke, abuse and scold the scums that I have the misfortune of meeting. I risk sounding gay often. I'd like to take this time to express my distaste, disgust and utmost dislike for homosexuals. They are deluded abominations. Sorry, but I don't like them. If you happen to be one, see a doctor. Or get far away from me, or I'll sock you. And I use this to hint at my political alleigiance and my beliefs-religious or philosophical.

And since a passer-by has asked, I'd like to declare: I'm single and looking. LOL.

I love Hakim, Derek and a whole lot of guys, but I'm a girl-liking guy. And I'm not looking for a girlfriend. Past that. Looking for the girl that I love and loves me; that will spend the rest of our lives together. I'm a romantic. Piscean. Can't help it. Am training to not bother about things I can't help with.

I've spent the day in college, getting back apalling papers, watching "Secret" for the 11th time in college, got more papers and came home, watched star wars vids on youtube. The end of exams also means a loss of direction.

Au Revoir.