I don't really feel like saying much.
Had a 360 degree mood swing-turn around just now when Y came online. I think i'm affected by the way Y is doing well right now in the school she wants and that we haven't officially been in contact at all over the course of the entire new year.
Shouldn't be feeling like that anymore especially since it was my internal decision to jettison my inclination towards her.
But can't help it. A weird twist inside me when I see the group pictures and all in her D.P. and also with the smiles.
This is a weird state of mind.