I teared last night at 11:23; read 'A Walk to Remember' again.
The feeling of loss of the one girl that I might love-one sweet and cheery is especially dear to me, one that is gentle and kind and also, the love of my life. To see the girl I love ebb away is painful. I don't think I can bear to have the girl I love so much leave me forever like Jamie Sullivan did. It's too sad and painful.

'I am not commanding you, but I want to test the sincerity of your love by comparing it to the earnestness of others.'